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Wow, quakes in the OC, this is how Californians roll

Mar. 30th, 2014 | 08:09 am

So, La Habra had a decent sized quake yesterday and it's only a couple miles away, so I got shook up pretty bad with my roommates. We're close enough that we can feel most of the aftershocks, so every couple of hours we get another little jolt while the fault settles. But anyway, I've been working on my camping kit, and listing everything out for a bug out inventory. And I wanted to post it here, mostly just cause.

Long post and list for a preparedness and emergency kitCollapse )

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Random fic search

Sep. 18th, 2012 | 12:52 am

Okay, so, I'm working this up and putting it out there in the vague and probably futile hope that someone can answer my question. I found this fic a while ago and stupidly did not save it in any way! So, here's a description, anyone out there ever heard of such a thing?
It's a yaoi fic between Russia and America (I don't *think* it was Hetalia, but I could be wrong). It was the two of them playing chess and after, they go have some fun. Russia wraps America's scarf around the headboard and there's breathplay and he teaches America about chess during all the fun ^_^ It was a great little fic, I'm so sad I've lost it. Anyway, here's hopping! *fingers crossed*

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The Following is a Pissed Off RANT

Mar. 7th, 2012 | 01:55 pm

You have been warned.
Well, pissed off isn't really the correct term, I'm not pissed so much as annoyed and ... oh god, vocabulary fail.......But anyway, OH! Disillusioned. I'm annoyed and disillusioned with the world. Since Futurama and similar shows are so much a part of the American collective consciousness, I don't feel bad for using Farnsworth to illustrate my feelings. In the episode where he's arguing evolution, and the stupid monkey guy is arguing against him? Yeah, I feel a LOT like Farnsworth right now: "I don't want to live on this planet anymore"

So, society is in piss poor shape. All societies really, but American consumerism in particular. I know I haven't posted in forever and a half, and I'm not going to get into the reasons for that here. But a little background on my life at current: Still in school (god, that's like twelve rants right there) and just finished with the midterm in my 'hard' class (400 level and therefore actually difficult to BS through, I have to do real studying, omigod!) In my downtime between essays of BORING I've been watching online critics (escapist magazine and MovieBob in particular) and reading Transmetropolitan. No, I'm not gonna explain. It's an American comic, go find it, it's good. But all in all, and combined with my shit-tacular life in general, it's put me into a SUPER ... well, we've been over this, the word is disillusioned ^_^ And since I'm listening to a critic and reading about a newspaper editorialist, well, it's also put me in the mood to RANT LIKE A FUCKING BITCH!!!

Hmm, maybe pissed off was the right word after all, I don't curse like this when I'm just annoyed. Or maybe it's MovieBob rubbing off on me! LOL

Right, this is already long, so I'm putting the actual rant behind a tag.Collapse )
See, the problem is that no one gives a fuck. If people gave the slightest consideration to their fellow man then this wouldn't be an issue. But no, we're too blinded by the shiny, golden, all-mighty dollar. We'd rather see a war veteran lying in the gutter bleeding and dying of a preventable disease than see him offered the job we want. We would rather stab a single mother and then throw her in front of a train than give up the new pair of sketchers we've been eying. Cause it's capitalism baby! Grab an expensive wine and use the whole bottle to light a Malotav, we didn't need that money for anything important like fighting disease or curing hunger. Better hurl that bomb right at the protestors, god knows they're trying to make the world a dark and terrible place for everyone.

This is me turning my back.
This is me lighting the match.
And this is me laughing while the world behind me burns.

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Great Feeling

Jun. 28th, 2011 | 12:36 pm

Sitting in my room, medicated because of cramps....
I'm working on my computer, not doing anything serious, with the tv on for background noise. Everything is right in the world, everything is exactly as it should be....
Until I look up and realize my boy is missing. He has become so much a part of my life, it is natural to expect him to be there, even when there is not a sound and only a forgotten bowler hat to remind me....


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Jun. 24th, 2011 | 01:22 pm

lol, I iz a model

*curls up, sleepy and content*

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Dec. 7th, 2010 | 02:10 pm

So, I've got a few updates in my life (which has been hectic and evil and filled with death-sickness) My depression has gotten considerably better!! My relationship with my father has gotten worse. However, I do recognize my fault in this and I'm making efforts to interact with him on a positive level and not just avoid him completely.

Money. Ugh. Aside from my father, this would be the number one reason for any and all attacks of depression. Can I afford to go to Winter Session at school, should I get a second job, how am I going to deal with Christmas, etc, etc, it goes on and on. However, aside from somthing to keep me up in bed at night (Medical Marijuana - it's not just for hippies and junkies!) I can't do anything about these problems, so they're all just stewing about in my head.

I've found that I'm better able to recognize the dark roads I start down that lead me to depression. I listen to a song like Yatta! or Jumper or something, and the positive message of hope actually speaks to me. Or even slightly darker songs, I hear the message and I can sense the positive solution. Same thing with movies and TV, I've just finished Mushi-shi, which has a lot of stories, but no real positive messages and no real end. Yet it's really inspiring.

I find that I long for a simpler life. I don't like that I live in such a consumer, capitalist, cling-to-our-stuff until we DIE society. I'm starting to see and understand ways to change that, for me personally at least. I'm still having trouble implementing these and putting them into practicce in my life, but at least I'm going in the right direction now.

Sigh, class, it starts, I must pay attention now -_-=3

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Oct. 4th, 2010 | 11:17 pm

I am so thrilled~

I found a website absolutely full of Clopin fanfiction (pauses to fantasize about the GORGEOUS gypsy king) I'm sad, all the links seem to be broken. But it's a start!

On another note, do you have any idea how difficult it is to find fanfiction (in a specific category) that has breathplay? Still searching that one.

Just a random 'cited post. I leave now - BYE

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Sep. 7th, 2010 | 05:51 pm

Well, I'm back again. I know I said last time I'd be getting some new icons, and this is still true, but I think they will have a more positive tilt when I get the time. I have been so very happy recently!

I have officially gone off my depresssion meds. And my mood has been so positive, it's incredible. I haven't felt content like this in a very, very long time. Part of it is just because it's so different from what I'm used to - that part will wear off before long. The simple amazement of being struck with random inspiration is simply amazing.

I had a root canal a few days ago, and it still hurts. The vicodin and I don't get along, but the pain is gradually going aaway anyway. This time around, I think the side effects aren't as bad because I'm not actively on the prozac anymore. Still, two days ago I had my 'goofy hurr-durr' mood and yesterday I spent the whole day asleep. Hopefully the stuff is out of my system now. To top it off, I slept through school again. I'm having a lot of trouble with the new semester starting. Lots of stress over money, too.

But you know what?
I'm still happy. ^_^

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Naruto Fanfiction

Aug. 29th, 2010 | 09:35 pm

The obvious place to start as it's my most prolific work, here it is. Naruto! Please Enjoy

12 Days of Christmas


Christmas Fic

Coming Home

The Importance of Being Friends

The Kitten


The Reason Why



Someone to Live For

Team Distraction

Try Try Again

Untitled Challenge

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